0082: "This truth unfolds and I'm losing control..."

I had my interview for intarmed Friday. Ang dami naming '06 doon :) I saw Chu-san, David-san, Joan-san, and Marlon-san :)

I met my old classmate from La Salle (who also qualified for intarmed). Wow. I couldn't even remember who he was at first, but he reminded me of it quickly.

Wow. I guess it has been too long.

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I realized a lot of things during the interview. Things I had tried so hard to forget, but which bubbled up to the surface right after I found out I qualified.

I think...

Well, I don't know anymore.

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I'm not a DOST scholar.

No, I'm not.

My parents didn't want me to take it. (My brother was a DOST scholar, and it was always hard for us every time he needed to go out of the country - even if it was a business trip.) I probably wasn't going to take it.

I just feel stupid.

Bah.

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My parents will never be content with who I am. They'll always see improvements that are needed for my imperfect soul, they'll never be content with the imperfect person I am.

Isn't it enough that I've earned something?

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Camia '06 :)

I can't wait for Tuesday. :)